It is the start of the brand year... i had a quite ok new year eve.. much better than what i had anticipated.. maybe coz of the company i had..
the thoughts which occupied my mind during the first few hours of the new year were mind-boggling.. trying to ascertain if what i had done was right. i really dunno.. trying really hard to get my life pieced together...
have finally officially tendered my resignation.. now gotta start looking for new jobs liao.. not enough money in my bank for mi to sit back and slack.. will b ending my werk on d 17th.. den mebbe d remaining 4 days dat i have to go back, i might take no-pay leave.. i see how..
i might be goin for a short holidae after d 17.. mebbe to tioman or sumthing.. nid to settle my thoughts.. but i am really happy that i am able to go for a holidae wif someone important to me.
i guess like what i had told linli... maybe i really need it to be a case of out of sight, out of mind.. i dunno.. aniwae, i feel dat i have made improvement liao.. at least i dun dread going to sleep animore.. i onli play d sims on my pc or watch tv till late late.. den too shagged to do anithing else.. including switchin off d tv.. so i juz KO..
ok lah.. dun worry.. i will be fine.. i juz dunno how long i will take dats all..
:D
cheers
Sunday, January 02, 2005
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